52 Tahun Merdeka, 10 Tahun Abah Pergi

Hari ini disaat rakyat Malaysia menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan ke 52,saya dan adik beradik yang lain terus mengingati genapnya 10 tahun pemergian abah kami Almarhum Haji Mohd Zulkifly bin Abdul Samad. Saya tidak boleh lupa lagi, saat abah pergi saya tiada disisi abah kerana menghadiri perkahwinan adik suami iaitu Zamri bin Hussain dan Sohaili bt Mansor. Abah pergi pukul 5 pagi sebelum subuh dengan sakit kanser hati yang abah tanggung selama 1 tahun.

Abah agak menajdi sakitnya dalam tempoh 2 bulan dan yang paling tidak dapat saya lupakan apabila abah terpaksa diberi morfin sebagai ubat terakhir untuk abah menahan sakit.
Bayangkanlah apabila morfin kita berikan, kesannya kita dapat lihat apabila abah mula meracau-racau seolah-olah 'drug' tersebut telah membuat dia ketagih. Aduh pilunya saya adik beradik melihat keadaan abah ketika itu. Emak pada masa itu hanya berserah kepada Allah dan memohon supaya sakit abah tidak berpanjangan.

Genap 31 Ogos 1999, abah pergi pada umur nya 66 tahun. Pada sesiapa yang membaca post saya ini, marilah kita muhasabah diri kita dalam bulan yang penuh dengan barakah ini, bilakah kita pula akan ditarik nyawa. Semoga kita semua pergi dalam keadaan beriman. Sudilah apa kiranya, kawan-kawan mensedekahkan bacaan fatihah kepada Almarhum bapa kesayangan saya... semoga Allah mengangkat semua siksa kubur dan melapangkan kubur abah.Al-Fatihah..

Dugaan di Bulan Ramadhan 2009

Ya Allah, besarnya dugaan Mu kepada kami sekeluarga di awal Ramadhan ini. Saya, suami dan Aisyah Husna serentak demam yang tak boleh bangun sehingga nak mengambil wuduk pun amat payah sekali. Sayang benar saya nak buka puasa kerana memikirkan ada yang wajib untuk dibuka nanti. Dua orang doctor yang berlainan kami jumpa dan selepas 2 hari baru kami boleh bangun. Tak pernah kami rasa demam sebegini hebat, kadang-kadang terfikir oleh saya, sakit itu penghapus dosa, moga-moga dosa-dosa kami di hapuskan.. Amin
Bangun je kami dari demam, Farhan dan Aqil demam yang juga hebat.Farhan yang dikenali begitu robust, menitiskan airmata dek tak tertahan sakitnya badannya menanggung demam.Tak keruan saya dan suami mengejarkan ke Senawang Specialist Centre dan meminta doktor membuat h1n1 test. Sampel diambil dari tekak rupanya, kami ingatkan dari darah.Lemahnya ilmu saya kebelakangan ini tak dapat menonton tv dan membaca paper.
Hari ini, baru kedua-duanya dapat bangun dan tidak berpuasa selama 2 hari. Sedihnya saya lihat anak-anak saya terbaring seperti orang sakit amat. Virus apa yang menyerang kami , wallahua'lam.
Alhamdulillah kami terima panggilan dari hospital, result h1n1 negatif bagi Farhan dan Aqil.
Syukur pada Allah. Semoga dugaan yang kurasakan besar ini tetapi saya percaya amat kecil dengan lain-lain dugaan Allah dapat menambahkan keimanan kami sekeluarga di dalam bulan Ramadhan ini. Berdebar rasanya menunggu Ramadhan 2010 insyaAllah. Doa kawan-kawan ku pohon supaya kami sekeluarga sihat untuk meneruskan apa-apa amalan di dalam bulan yang bertuah ini.

Our 1st Day of Ramadhan

Ramadhan this year, we started off with sausage and bread for sahur and sup tulang for buka puasa. I steamed bubur cacar for the dessert and appetizer I hope.But all of them including my husband like to eat rice.
With sup tulang, I added Garoupa "3 rasa" and vegetables. Not bad huh for our 1st day Ramadhan.
This Ramadhan, we the whole family hope to complete the tadarrus .Actually the tadarrus for the family is the first time. I joined tadarrus team at my office Majlis Perbandaran Seremban and this year is our 5th year.
Talking about my 3rd son Aqil, he likes to eat and eat.. always full with appetite.At times my say become true as he got a mole right on top of his stomach and quite big.I always said that he had a big stomach.. now the time has come.. hihihi..

Care New Skin

Tonight I have done some homeworks on Malaysian trend on skin care.Statistic said that Malaysian spend, spend and spend one third of their salary for care new skin products or program.
The programs include facial antiaging, changing to a new skin care product and so forth.
Ladies especially surf on the net most of the time finding, searching for those stuff and not to forget the makeup

I will try my best to find articles or writing my own article on this topic to help Malaysian ladies protect their skin from radicals or uv.
As people say prevention is better than cure , we need to check out the technology on how to prevent the skin elasticity,wrinkles,sagging lines or dull skin.

For my self at the moment, using Korean products as my care new skin is very helpful.Korean products is suits to Asian skin compares to other products.You may easily access the Korean products from the shopping mall or shop houses.I like most my Faceshop from the range skincare product to makeup products

Sorry keeping you around with my testing article writing.Still bad huh?

Ramadhan Count Down

Salam Ramadhan for all muslims and my readers.. We hope that this coming Ramadhan is the best month and the best year for us to double up our 'iman' by the solat tarawih, tadarrus and many more...

We pray together that we can harvest all the pahala in this coming holy Ramadhan as we do not know whether next Ramadhan is still with us or not..

Happy Fasting and Happy Tarawih...tadarrus too..

Birthday Party at Kuala Lumpur

Yesterday Husna was very happy since we organised a birthday party for her.I bought birthday banner with the word HAPPY BIRTHDAY and princess banner of course.

We prepared a steam boat, pineapple rice, fried chicken wings aka Kentucky Fried Chicken and a lovely cake so called Tweety Lemon Cheese Cake by Secret Recipe.

The theme for this year's birthday was pinky for the kids. The party started off with doa selamat by my father inlaw Haji Hussain bin Abu.

Husna looked very excited with all the balloons hanging around the house and happy with her girls' cousins.. Izzah Sorfina, Izzah Sarahah, Izzah Saffiyah, Puteri, Alia, Nur Damya and Danish the only boy at the age of 2 plus.. Aqil for sure around and Ikram.. Sad to say that Farhan cannot join as he is still in his Malay College hostel.

Husna's 5th Birthday

List of my kids... not so many but 4 is enough



Husna is a quite small size girl compared to her friends.. tomorrow is her 6th birthday..
Check out tomorrow to compare her height...

Face Book Expert

This is one of the speaker, very young but talented.. Congratulation Richie.. keep it up

Speed Adsense Seminar

I have attended this seminar last week and I felt very happy ..
I just don't know how to express it.. but it was really different.

I was happy meeting new positive friends and knowledge to share with.

Blog Disabled by Google

My site was disabled not to mention the site name here... I was shocked and this time I manage to accept it as Google is not ban my account ..just ban my website